MEET ROBERT CARTER

I’m Robert Carter Mental health suffer from 25 years. I have two wonderful kids from a failed relationship. I suffer from depression, anxiety, and personality disorder.

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I have suffered from mental health on an off for the last 24 years, starting at age 15 with depression through bullying and pressures of school, which concluded in my self taking an overdose and been hospitalised. 10 years later at the age of 25 with the pressures of a new house and running the bills On my own with no job cause me to try and commit suicide again.

Last year was the hardest of them all after 8 am long relationship with my ex-partner she told me that she did not want to be with me anymore in June 2019, from this point onwards it was a downward spiral but I felt I did not control I cannot put the brakes on my own with no job cause me to try and commit suicide again.

Last year was the hardest of them all after 8 am long relationship with my ex-partner she told me that she did not want to be with me anymore in June 2019, from this point onwards it was a downward spiral but I felt I did not control I could not put the brakes on. The first time I thought about killing myself was back in July 2019 when I thought one lunchtime I work I could hand myself because nobody would come and see me or find me for at least 30 minutes, the only thing that stopped me was the picture of my two children popped up on my monitor for my PC. At this moment I broke down crying and went to seek some help which I could not get for three months. When I first saw somebody three months later which was beginning of October it was just a chat to make sure I was in a safe place and to put me on the list for some therapy, which would be CBT therapy with a waiting list of 18 months. In between this three days after my 40th birthday in September my ex informed me that she was taking the kids and she had bought a house behind my back, and also that she had given up the house I do renting and I had three weeks to find somewhere else. At the same time, I had a few issues at work which I put in the back my mind. The move went very quickly and I find myself having to move back to my parent’s house and saying goodbye to my children who I did not know where were they for over 72 hours until my ex to me where to pick my children up the following day to take him to school. Fast forward from October to December 2019, by this time my extra playing a game with me by not keeping to the arrangements of seeing the children and controlling when I was seeing them. As well as this work could send me away due to my stress levels, which I had said categorically was the wrong thing to do because of my OCD and my mental state, which has been verified Fast forward from October to December 2019, by this time my extra playing a game with me by not keeping to the arrangements of seeing the children and controlling when I was seeing them. As well as this work could send me away due to my stress levels, which I had said categorically was the wrong thing to do because of my OCD and my mental state, which has been verified by professional now. It all came to ahead on the 12th of December when my ex got into an argument with me because of me being upset at the childminders which concluded in her ripping a letter up from my solicitors and telling me I’m mentally on stable at this point I lost control and slapped her across the face which I am truly sorry for. After this I went To a local flyover and took a load of tablets and attempted to jump off the bridge. This ended with the police coming and getting me medical attention which concluded in me spending three weeks in the mental health hospital. This is where I thought my battle the end, how wrong was I ever since I have been out of the hospital I have had to fight and pay for private therapy due to the lack of help out there.

I am now getting better but it is a long road with lots of This ended with the police coming and getting me medical attention which concluded in me spending three weeks in the mental health hospital. This is where I thought my battle would end, how wrong was I ever since I have been out of the hospital I have had to fight and pay for private therapy due to the lack of help out there.
I am now getting better but it is a long road with lots of hurdles caused by the lack of money put into the system to help anybody with mental health issues.

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